That small ride to ECPC is amazing. You see the tents and all the gear set up ready to go. As a pure golf junkie you don't think it gets any better than that, but at every turn the dial gets turned up a little bit more. You hit that Apex (no pun intended) when you get to The Hideaway and see the gates. For me I got a feeling rush over me of "what the hell am I doing here" and if I am being honest a lot overwhelmed and feeling like I didn't belong there. This was not because anyone made the team not feel welcomed, it was just my personal feeling based on where I come from and realizing what I was experiencing were things of my dreams that I honestly never thought would come true.