Ole Gray
Mayor of the Woodshed
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Mine was turning 30 basically. I knew I was living an unhealthy lifestyle and I wanted to get into shape for myself before a Doctor told me I had to. I was in shape before, I played soccer until I was 18 but let myself go basically throughout college. So it finally just came to a point where I hated looking in a mirror and seeing what I looked like. Being close to 300lbs, single, 30yrs old just wasn't cutting it for me. I always stayed "active" in the summers I played softball and I was definitely more athletic than most people gave me credit for due to my size.
I get my motivation from all the times I was called Fat or all the times I felt awkward. I just use that as fuel for when I'm working out. Thats why I chose the at home DVDs because no one needs to be there and see me struggle or to see me get mad. I get real moody when I workout and its because I am thinking of hurtful things to push me to get in shape.
I was 290 in january and I never thought I would be able to do any of this, I fight with cravings almost everyday. I LOVE food more than life, and I am doing this for the Food. I am going to suffer now so I can get to a weight I can maintain and be able to eat what i want just in the right portions. I am not a superficial person by anymeans and I usually don't really care what people think of me (as evident by the manifesto videos lol). I just want to do this so I can look myself in the Mirror and be proud of what I see and know that I worked my ass off (literally) for it.
Good for you General! If it does not come off at the pace that you want, don't get discouraged. Keep plugging along and change your lifestyle not just a short term goal. You can do it and sounds like you have made up your mind to work on a new you. Proud of ya man!